Monday, June 21, 2010

i went back home totally blanked..

and father's day was worse than i expected..

i felt like fainting during work..

i came earlier that day so i could have a bite.. coz i knew its gonna be a long day.. but all our D shift couldnt have our lunch becoz customers were in so fast that they took all the tables and becoz of the crowd, i believe that everyone started work abit earlier.. ( on the bright side, that shows our teamwork and unity )

during lunch hours i felt really bad.. i almost closed my eyes.. but i gave every ounce of energy i had to keep myself awake.. i knew if i closed my eyes, i will just black-out..

if i black-out my colleagues will be even busier.. so i really gave everything i had till lunch hours is over.. where i finally get to gasp my breath..

i almost wanted to leave before dinner hours but in my mind i saw visions of my colleague bad-mouthing me that i left early.. ( its just my own thinking running wild XD )

i lied to myself.. its jus me hungry !! ( even thou i always skipped lunch at work )

i made it through the dinner hours..

and i wanna thank Cai Fa for helping me and all my other colleagues were great.. they were almost no mistakes and that made my night easier.. =D

and my vice-skipper, yi ping for showing concern and encouraged me to leave even thou we all know its gonna be a busy day..

after dinner hours.. i still need to rush home for my dad and mum.. its father's day and coincidently, my mum bday..

Hui Kuen made me to think of a plan to spring a suprise to my parents and with her nagging ringing in my ears i almost wanted to collapse.. but i just cant collapse i gotta hang on, i dun wan others to worry about me.. and so i endured her nagging and her bad-attitude whenever she had to wait for me.. and thing is.. i knock-off at 10 and she at 9.30.. and she still blames me for letting her wait.. stupid logic right ??

and we went home sprang a suprise.. and i couldnt hold my football fever in.. i stayed up to watch Ivory Coast.. Dider Drogba and Salomon Kalou !

but sleeping monster came just after the 1st goal and i dozed off..

monday i had to work again.. coz i really wanted that AdiZero badly..

and we need to scrub the floor it was super tiring !! and closing time i had my duty of doing the chilli which is also the most troublesome during MONDAYS..

i tot all was over when i timed-out my card.. but the FARKING bus had a stench which made my head spin round round !!

and by the time i reached home (which is now) i am left with almost 5% of my energy and all hui kuen do is want me to sayang her and accompany her.. i really wished that i could just relax on my own.. when she is tired, and she wans to be left alone she got her wish.. but reverse situation, i couldnt even have my own resting time..

now she is asleep beside me THEN i finally get my own time but its not enough, its almost bedtime..

i am really very very tired.. and there isnt enough recovery time for me..